#80 Quantum Playing

What does it actually mean to "play in the quantum field" - and why has it become such a big part of Kelly's life this year?

In this episode, Kelly shares what she's been discovering as she explores the quantum field (something she only began to understand herself recently). Through a series of fun, personal stories, she'll inspire you to speak your dreams and intentions out loud, write them down, and become more open to the unexpected ways life responds.

The episode finishes with a simple quantum playing exercise using your own body as a pendulum to receive yes-or-no answers that bypass the logical mind.

Open your mind, open your heart... and press PLAY.

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  Episode 80 of the Project Me Podcast

Hi, I'm Kelly Pietrangeli, and this podcast is designed to be an entertaining, inspirational, personal growth journey. Each episode goes in a mostly chronological order as I piece together the books, modalities, people, and experiences that have fallen onto my life path exactly when I needed them, and how often I resisted the very things I needed the most or didn't see the gifts contained in the challenges until later.

By sharing my stories, I hope to inspire you to reflect on your life path. What are the seeming coincidences that have led you to where you are today? What are the hidden gifts within your challenges? And what magic is out there waiting for you as you let go of resistance and follow your own breadcrumb trail?

At the end of each short episode, there's an opportunity for you to breathe and reflect on how my story relates to your own life. You can find more inspiration on my website, kellypietrangeli.com. Hello. I hope you're well. I'm really fantastic. Life is continuing to unfold for me in magical ways so quickly and seamlessly that it's kinda hard to keep up with sharing them as individual stories for the podcast, but I'm gonna attempt to break some of it down into separate stories.

I have just timeline shifted again and feel it's time to document what it's been like to really start working consistently in the quantum field, and what that even means if you don't know, and believe me, I didn't know until not that long ago. I seem to have been drawn to the concept of quantum mechanics for a long time.

Back in 2012, I bought a book called Quantum: A Guide for the Perplexed. This was to help me understand quantum energy, but I didn't get very far. I'm realizing that like most of these things, I don't really need to understand it on a logical or facts-driven basis. I just get things a lot easier and deeper by experiencing it rather than reading about it.

Last year, I felt more and more drawn to guided meditations with quantum in the title, and just before Christmas last year, the breadcrumb trail started to clearly lead me down the quantum path with more direction than ever before, and that is the story I'm sharing with you today. Here we go. Episode 80.

It was just before Christmas 2025, and I attended the Female Entrepreneurs of Ibiza Christmas lunch. It was hosted at the beautiful Japanese restaurant Nagai. The sun was shining in the gorgeous open courtyard, and a special guest speaker was there that I was very excited to hear from. His name is Zoran, and I knew he was a powerful leadership coach with a spiritual edge.

His talk did not disappoint. He spoke of the new year ahead being the Year of the Fire Horse, and that if we did not mount our horses and grab the reins with confidence, it could very well take us for a ride. I was already anticipating this auspicious year ahead. I was born in the last Year of the Fire Horse, 60 years ago, and had a very good feeling about this year ahead for me personally.

After Zoran's super talk, I went over and said hello and told him I was interested in attending his two-day Step Into Your Power workshop that I'd been privately invited to by the head of the Female Entrepreneurs, Susie Burrows. To be honest, when she'd first invited me, I felt intimidated. This was for high-level men and women, and the thought of introducing myself to that group and feeling like I belonged there was daunting.

But after hearing Zoran speak, I just knew I wanted to hear more from him. Even though this Christmas lunch was for female entrepreneurs, there was another man in attendance too. His name was Melchior Arnold, the owner of the restaurant, the owner of Nagai, the Japanese restaurant. I'd seen him around, and he had a very unique and memorable facial feature.

He has one working eye, and his non-working eye looks like a white or blue crystal, depending on the light. Not a face you forget. I heard he was an incredible quantum healer of some sort. I asked a couple of the women coaches there about him, and both raved, saying when they can't quite help their client to get past a repetitive block, they send them to Melchior for just one session, and then they can carry on with their work with that client, and that stubborn block is just gone.

I was thinking about my own stubborn block, the one about never feeling quite there yet. I guess you could say it's a form of not feeling good enough yet. Like, it's always on the horizon, just never quite there yet. The following month was to be my London day retreat, and I so wanted this to finally be the one where I lost no sleep, felt confident, and enjoyed myself throughout.

Maybe one quantum empowerment session with Melchior is what would finally dissolve this block. So I beelined it over to Melchior just before lunch was about to be served. He said he'd be happy to work with me, and I got his number. I was busy over the holidays, had a trip to London, and then came back to Ibiza for my mother's visit.

But my mother left before New Year, and I found a potential gap to have a session during the day on New Year's Eve with Melchior. I booked in a session, and I thought I'd be going to his place, but he said he'd come to me, which now meant I had to hustle my hubby and our boys out of the house to ensure there was no noise, no disruptions, or a feeling of anyone listening in.

Got everyone out of the house, and Melchior arrived, and we went to the living room. He said he didn't really need, really need to know what the issue was, but I'd already prepared my nutshell version of the issue, so I went ahead anyway and shared with him about my ongoing pre-retreat or pre-public speaking anxieties.

That I knew it would be okay, and I knew I was good at it, so why was I always plagued by such anxiety that affected my sleep and my enjoyment of the actual event? It was always a success, and afterwards I always wished I could have just enjoyed it as much as everyone else did. I'm actually glad I gave him that background because he had some sage words of wisdom for me.

He asked if I'll ever feel like I know all there is to know. No, of course not. He asked if I'd ever wanna stop improving and evolving and growing. No, I thrive on personal growth. He asked me to look at where I'm at now and to imagine 10 years ago wishing I was where I'm at now. And that made me smile. Of course, yeah, I've come a long way in 10 years.

And he asked me to look ahead 10 years and see the growth I'll have made in that time. And I smiled even bigger. I got it. Yes, I'll never really feel I'm fully there yet, and that's not a bad thing. It's an exciting thing. It shows I'm always reaching out of my comfort zone and expanding. We then moved into the quantum energy session.

I laid on my back on the sofa. He placed one hand behind my head and the other on my forehead, and he gave me some nice prompts to think about: gratitude, love, a dream for the future. I found out later this has to do with bringing my own brainwaves into a frequency to align more with the front, with the frequency that he's transmitting.

After a while, he moved to my feet and held them as he spoke Thankfully, he recorded those words that he was channeling through so I could listen back to them with my journal later. What I'm very happy to report is from that day onwards, I felt zero anxiety about that London retreat, which was exactly one month later.

I slept like a log, even in the days beforehand, even the night before, which is unheard of for me. And I thoroughly enjoyed every moment of the retreat. I was fully present and connected. It's what I always wanted, but I felt blocked in some imperceptible way. I voice messaged Melchior from my hotel room in London to share the exciting news, and I knew then that I wanted to learn how to work in the quantum field myself, how to do things quickly and efficiently.

My husband has a nickname for me, Shortcut Kelly, and he means it in a rather derogatory sense, like I cut too many corners, but it's how I'm designed. I'm just not here to take the long road. And if blocks can be removed in a single quantum session versus, say, weeks, months, or years using other therapy methods, isn't this the way forward?

Fast forward a few weeks, I wrote in my journal on February 17, 2026, "It's officially the first day of the Year of the Fire Horse. My current most audacious goal and intention is to become a master of the quantum field, to work in higher dimensional realms, to help others to transmute blocks, patterns, fears, trauma, and to empower them, to do my work with the deepest integrity from my heart, never my ego.

I assist the healing and growth of others on a whole new level. I work in the quantum field of infinite possibility. I channel through my own healing modality." This is in my soul plan as my spiritual goal, but until now, it has really felt like a far-reaching goal. I've never kinda understood I'm gonna channel through my own healing modality, but now it's beginning to make sense that I will do this in some shape or form.

A few weeks later, I wrote that I had a chat with Melchior Arnold at his restaurant while I was there dining with my visiting friend Natalie. I wrote in my journal that night, "I am interested in learning from him, but unsure when he is offering his next integrative quantum medicine training, and he's quite vague on it.

Says it needs to be with a group of people." Then my March journal entries move into the most incredible story of my life, the one I'm not yet ready to publicly share. I'm sorry about that, but it is big, and undoubtedly, it's all unfolded when I was emotionally and energetically ready to receive it. And then early May is when I attended the two-day Step Into Your Power workshop with Zoran, the speaker from the Christmas lunch.

And man, I was now so ready for that. My old story about feeling intimidated by this group and maybe out of my league was replaced with a total knowing that I belong there. In the coaching exercises, I really felt my own style emerging, quite different from the men I was grouped with. I could close my eyes and channel through what needed to be said.

And rather than the old me judging myself for that, I felt empowered by my uniqueness. I could see and feel the way my words and my energy were landing. And who was there as a fellow attendee at this workshop? Melchior Arnold, the one-eyed quantum guy. He gave me a ride home on the second day, and I told him, "I wanna learn from you, and I may have one other friend to do it too.

How many do you need?" And he said he'd let me know Then the following week, I had an idea. I know, why don't I offer Melchior a soul plan session so he can experience the work I do? I sent him my online scheduling link, and he booked in for the following Monday. I prepared his soul plan chart, and wow. If you ever wanna find out if someone working in the spiritual realms is the real deal, it's in their soul plan.

I don't think Melchior will mind me sharing that he has a true gift of teaching and sharing spiritual knowledge. He brings spiritual energies down to Earth in a way people can accept and relate to. He can connect to past life experiences and work in multiple dimensions. He's here to uplift others and bring them into a wider perception.

He must take opportunities to teach and to share what he knows in any setting. It's all in his soul plan. At the time of his session, I opened up Zoom, and I waited for him to arrive. But instead of arriving on my screen, he arrived on my actual doorstep. Since he'd been to my house before for that session on New Year's Eve five months earlier, he didn't look at the Zoom link I'd emailed him.

He just figured he'd come over. I played it super cool, invited him up to my home office, quickly cleared, cleared some space on my messy desk. I offered him a chair and some water and did one of the only in-person soul plan sessions I've ever done, and also one of the only few men I've ever worked with.

The new me was calm, wise, and embodied as I shared his soul plan with him and did the energy clearing and the future pacing at the end. After the session, he said, "Why don't I come back again next week for a couple hours and find out what you most wanna learn from me? And we can do some quantum playing and maybe a couple more sessions after that.

We can go with the flow rather than following a set curriculum." And I was like, "Yes. This is exactly what I want, some bespoke teachings that meet me where I'm at, and I can start right away, and I don't have to wait for a group." So he came over on May 25th for session number one, Quantum Playing 101. But I was not in a good space.

I hadn't slept well for two days. I was waking up too early, riddled with anxiety. I said to my husband that morning, "This is so weird. I used to get this when I had an event coming up, a retreat, a workshop, a talk, even pre-Christmas if I was hosting Christmas for my in-laws." And he said, "Well, you do have your trip to go visit your mother later this week."

And I was suddenly like, "Oh, yeah. Duh. How could I have not put two and two together?" My conscious mind was sure it would all go okay, but hidden in my subconscious mind were old beliefs and patterning that the visit would not go well. I got out my journal and wrote out my intentions It is my greatest desire to connect to the new Earth grid, and in doing so, I release old energies, old patterns, and emotions with my mother.

They are replaced with pure love and compassion. Do I believe this is possible? Absolutely anything is possible. Do I have any underlying doubts in, in my ability to hold and maintain a consistent frequency of love and compassion while I'm with my mother for a few days? I am waking up with pangs of anxiety.

And I wrote, "It is my greatest intention to clear all unhelpful energies so that I may be in the highest frequency of love, care, compassion, and joy. There are old remnants of frustration, hurt, irritations, exasperation that I'm concerned will rise within me, but I will remember that these human emotions are normal, and they do not define who I am on a deep soul level.

They are remnants of an old operating system, and I believe and intend for the frequency of the new Earth grid to align me with love, to return me to love quickly and easily, more quickly and easily than ever before. It is my intention to calibrate quickly and easily, and if the old matrix responses arrive, I will breathe in, I will breathe out, and it's as easy as that."

My intentions were clear, but my body was telling me it wasn't. I now had pangs of anxiety moving from my chest down to my stomach. When Melchior arrived later that morning, I admitted to him that as much as I'd been so looking forward to learning from him today, what I really needed most was one of his lie down and put his hands on my head and make me feel better sessions.

I needed to move these energies out before my trip to see my mother. I'm so happy that he did not agree to that. Instead, he said it was perfect that I had some old programming that needed to be released. He'd teach me how to do that by using me as my own example. And through a combination of somatic techniques, kinetic muscle testing, diagrams drawn on paper, and asking me the right questions to ask myself to move into my super conscious mind, all of those emotions, those beliefs, and the anxiety were cleared.

I slept deeply that night and never felt that anxiety again. I went to visit my mother. I had a very important conversation with her. And again, I got to leave Melchior another voice message afterwards to say how smoothly it all went. I couldn't wait for my next Quantum Playing 101 session. He came over again twice more, and I learned more about how to sense energy, test it, measure it, how to protect my own energy, and how to become neutral, centered, and present when working with energy.

I learned how to intentionally change my state, how to stop a thought pattern, and stop emotional momentum. I learned how I can change reality by observing it, then commanding it to be different I learned about Jing, Qi, and Shen, and the energies of the physical life force, emotional heart energy, and higher consciousness.

I learned about brainwaves, beta, alpha, theta, gamma, and how as our brainwaves shift, new information becomes available. When we are only operating from a beta logical mind, we only have access to a limited range of information. But when we move into alpha brainwaves, the mind begins to quiet. Alpha creates the conditions for insight.

And when we move into theta brainwaves, we are receiving. This is where intuition, higher guidance, solutions, ideas, inspiration can come in. This is where we can access the superconscious. A gamma state is when the insight has landed and is embodied. You are no longer asking the questions and trying to understand the answers.

You are living it. It's deep trust, compassion, love, peace, unity, alignment, and I am delighted to be able to say that I am living more and more from this place. I'm no longer in a perpetual state of striving for more or to be better, and yet I can feel that it's naturally happening without the trying. My soul plan sessions feel elevated.

I'm now working with people one-on-one in my soul activation journeys. That's a six-month container where I'm weaving in all this embodied energy work and witnessing the ways it's empowering my clients. I also invited Melchior to be a guest in my Soul Explorers membership at our Zoom circle gathering last month.

I spoke to him earlier in the day, sent him the Zoom link, confirmed that he'd be tuning in from his iPad, confirmed what he'd be focusing on for this one-hour session, and then three minutes before I was about to open the Zoom for the members all over the world, Melchior turns up at my door again. I had to quickly go and get him another chair and some water and adjust my monitor so that we'd both be in the same screen.

And he went off-piste and went into a whole subject we hadn't planned, but it was fun, and I got some wonderful feedback. Oh, Melchior. I'm realizing now what a teacher he is for me, to let go of control and how to stay calm and unflustered. Oh, and there's actually another fun story that slots into all of this.

So backing up, after session two of my one-on-one quantum learning with Melchior, my friend Demir came over for what we called a poolside powwow, getting together to swim and powwow on business at my pool. I'd gifted a book called Soul Fire to my friend and kundalini teacher, Nicole. Her husband, Demir, picked it up and devoured it.

It's all about running a soul-aligned business, and I'd given Demir a soul plan session earlier in the year, which clearly showed he is meant to be helping others on an even more spiritual level. So poolside, Demir was sharing all that opened up for him in his business since his soul plan session with me and reading this book, and now he's doing a channeling course, and I was just about to start a different channeling course the very next day.

We talked about that, and then he shared that he works a lot with men. And I said, "Hmm, I ought to change the language on my website so it's not kind of eliminating men. I always say that I support women on their soul path. But now that I've worked with you and Melchior and a few other men, including my own sons, and I felt so aligned working in groups with the men in that Zoran workshop," I said out loud to Demir, "I would really love to work with more men."

Well, I'm always saying, "Share your intentions out loud. Share your dream visions with others and write them down." Wait till you hear how quickly this one worked. I woke up the very next morning and wrote down that intention I'd shared with Demir to attract more men to my work. I then went up to my rooftop for a sunrise morning quantum meditation.

I'm gonna share more about this in another episode soon. And when I finished that meditation, I got a text message from my Dutch neighbor, Mark. He said he has friends visiting from the Netherlands, and do I do tarot readings? He knew I did kinda something like that, but he wasn't sure. I sent him a link to my soul plan info page on my website, and soon after, I got a message from his male friend asking if he could have a soul plan session that day.

If I had not had the recent experience of doing an in-person soul plan session with a guy, I might have been nervous about it, but I said, "Sure, of course." It took me a couple hours to prepare his chart, and then I called him and he came over. It was such a powerful session. There were tears, a lot of cathartic emotion.

He identified so deeply with his soul plan. It was really beautiful. He told me, "I really want my wife to experience this too. Could you do hers tomorrow?" And I happened to be free, and she came the next day for hers. Isn't it just incredible that in less than twenty-four hours of energetically calling in male clients, I received one right away?

This is indeed quantum playing. It's how manifestation actually operates in these unseen energetic realms. And there are so many more delightful stories like this in my life recently. They just keep coming and coming. And listen, I know it can be challenging to try to achieve the right conditions for magic and wonders and coincidences to occur, but the more you get into a consistently higher frequency, the more effortless it becomes.

That is the background story for the episodes that are to come soon. I'll be sharing about my new morning practices, how to shift brainwave states, channeling your higher self, and what it means to timeline shift and to jump timelines. I just needed to give you the background story so you understand how I got to this place over the last few months.

Oh, and it's my sixtieth birthday later this month. I'm also feeling called to share an episode on aging, longevity, and the importance of finding role models that feel in alignment with your own values, so you don't get too sucked into some of the more mainstream media vortexes around beauty and aging.

Ah, and another thing. So much to look forward to this month. I am going to the Medicine Festival next week in the UK, and I'm sure I'll have some stories to share around that too. My husband Luke is coming with me. He's calling it a woo-woo festival. No alcohol, no meat, lots of the kind of music I love, plus workshops and speakers, ceremonies and chanting, kirtans, ecstatic dance, who knows what else?

I'm very excited.

Dear listener, for this one, I'm gonna ask you to stand. This is a fun exercise in using your body as a pendulum to receive yes or no answers that bypass your rational mind. Pause the audio if you need some time to do this or if you're gonna do it later Standing tall but relaxed, feet about hip-width apart.

Close your eyes Relax your forehead. Take a long, slow, deep breath in And let it out with a sigh

Relax your jaw Relax your shoulders. Relax your belly

Imagine that your feet are rooted deeply to the earth. Feel that earth energy coming up through your feet

And visualize a golden light around your body

Then ask internally I invite clear, truthful guidance from my highest good

I invite clear truthful guidance from my highest good

Now we will establish that your body will sway forward for a yes response. So sway forward deliberately and say, "This is my yes."

Then deliberately sway backwards and say, "This is my no."

And now, without deliberately swaying either way, say, "Show me my yes."

See if your body naturally sways forward now And now without deliberately moving backwards, say show me my no

Test it again by saying, "My name is," and say your name

And then my name is and say a name that's not yours

Did you feel the natural unforced sways? Did you go forward when you said your own name and backwards when you said a name that wasn't yours? Some people do sway side to side. Your body may have its own language. Now let's ask some other questions Is my energy field strong and coherent today?

Have I absorbed energy that is not mine?

Would time alone help me to recalibrate my field?

You can also find out whether certain teachings or books or information are supportive for you at this time. Try out this podcast. Ask, "Is the Project Me podcast supportive for my growth at this time?"

Does engaging with this content elevate my state?

If your body is responding, you can keep going with questions of your own I hope you got a forward sway on the Project Me podcast, but if you didn't, then maybe it's not for you at this time. Be really interesting. You can continue going with that and asking some yes or no questions if your body is responding

Thank you for listening to the Project Me podcast. If you enjoyed this episode and you got a forward sway, please subscribe and share. And join my newsletter list at kellypetrangeli.com for things I only share with my lovely subscribers, like the upcoming Quantum Soul Activation workshop I'm cooking up with Melchior Arnold here in Ibiza later this year in a beautiful yurt in the countryside.

Visit my website too to book in for a soul plan session. My booking calendar is now open for September. And if you'd like to work with me one-on-one online over a six session period, I'm taking two clients to begin in September. Go to the Soul Activation page on my website, kellypetrangeli.com. Until next time, open your mind, open your heart, and stay curious.

We all need some space in our lives for the magical and unknown